Believing In your Dream

Today, we are experiencing challenging time and sometimes we don’t even have the confidence or strength to get through the challenges of the day, But I encourage myself and you to keep your Dreams alive. I recently experienced a crossroads on my personal Journey, I forgot as I suspect most of us have that the Omnipresent, i.e. God Source Energy, was always and remains with me even when I was at my wits end struggling with grief, and simply trying to take care of my day to day needs. I personally judged myself, simply because I couldn’t feed myself, and began to distrust my own beliefs in my practice, and faith in who I know myself to be. I was wrong about the whole situation, and I admit it. I forgot that the Infinite Beings were always there when I was struggling, and I couldn’t remember the grace that I experienced over many challenges. So I was blessed to travel to Chester, Pennsylvania, and experience a change of environment and renewed faith in my purpose. The Omnipresent showed me that I was still making progress and that I was LOVED no matter what the situation was and I needed to reconnect with Source. So I enjoyed a new awareness that I could still be productive no matter where I was and that the LIGHT was in me to shine and share that LIGHT with these that were ready to receive that experience with me. I personally didn’t want to return to Chicago, as before I went on that trip, I felt betrayed by someone close to me, I personally saw their MASK come off, and I was personally disappointed but I was informed months ago about the possible betrayal as they were acting out of FEAR. This trip showed me that I wasn’t the problem, and frankly, I needed to change my friends circle. I still have love for that person, but for me when trust is gone, their really isn’t much left to say. I realized that the Infinite Being was protecting me even when I refused to see that individuals character flaws, and emotional unbalances, this isn’t a judgement, but an observation of the situation, so that individual was noticeably struggling with many issues, some personal and others because of lack of discipline and the fear of letting me down, and I understand that, but I personally asked them not to react or act on this particular situation. During this life affirming trip, I noticed that My dream was still possible and that even after the betrayal I was still going to achieve it, no matter how that situation turned out. And at the end of the day, it wasn’t their Dream. I understood that I personally would prefer destroying the situation than leave my business in the hands of someone who can’t control themselves and was operating out of fear. I understood that I can still love that individual without judging them, and I realized that my energy requires LOYALITY in my relationship with others, and I only require this because I freely give it, so that character trait wasn’t something that I was personally willing to sacrifice in any relationship. So even when you feel the odds are against you, keep going, keep moving, and in the words of JOURNEY “ Don’t stop Believing”, because No One can take that from you, and I needed to separate my personal feeling for the individual because my dream was always mine with or without them, As I have stated before everyone around us, including family can’t be a part of that dream, but they are a huge part of the story as supporting characters in our individual stories, and they can be removed, replaced, and changed. This trip gave me a new perspective about life, and the power of changing my environment, and regaining my center with JOY! When I was at the Jersey shore, I noticed the peace that I forgot that I had and was always mine, I just needed to change what surrounded me. My Light provides healing for others, and I realized that I should share that LIGHT with those who VALUE, and recognize my presence in their Light as a gift not a RIGHT. No one should have access to your energy, time, and space if they can’t be sincerely Loyal to you, and please do not make excuses for them, it just is what it is! I love myself, and I understand that I need to be more discriminating with whom I share my love with because it’s precious to the Infinite Beings, but also to my Divine purpose and central to me achieving my Dreams! I want everyone to be healed, Free from their past, but I realize that wouldn’t occur without boundaries! I personally thank them for all that we shared, and wish them the best, always!

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